Just be

How cliche is that? Just be? But really, I need to. Just be.

I've got issues. I won't go into details, but being given three precious babies, then having them taken away will kind of give you issues. But I'm learning...again...how to just be. Just be calm, just be relaxed, just be still and let God in. Let God just handle things. It's way, way easier when I let Him make things work rather than stress and over-think and freak out. I snap at my husband, I zone out when I should be in awe of what my toddler is learning. Just be here, in the moment, and enjoy life. Just be happy.

Take a deep breath and just enjoy life. Embrace the trials, because they make the great times that much better. I look at Lily and think, "How did I get such an amazing little girl?" and it's all God. He gave us her and when I'm busy worrying about if I'll be able to carry another baby, I'm missing out on the cool things Lily is doing right now. Just be content.